The other night she was at Sebastian Knights place and admittedly they were a little drunk and a little stoned, however Sebastian Knight decided that that would be a great time to call his mate.
For at least 24 hours before this event, Jane Doe had been concerned about the lack of relationship.So when Sebastian Knight was on the phone, Jane Doe strapped her shoes on and decided to leave, thinking that it was the perfect time with Sebastian on the phone, however this was not the case. Sebastian stopped his phone call and wanted to know why Jane was leaving. She explained that it's all just too hard. The relationship so far from normal, it belongs on another planet. And to be honest, Jane Doe is losing interest, fast.
Sebastian Knight does not care about her, and she is struggling to see any point in the relationship.
At the moment she is struggling to see any point in life.
Yesterday, Jane Doe went for lunch with her friends and had a lovely day, afterwards she was going to meet up with Sebastian Knight, so he hung around at Ginger Collins place, Sebastian Knight was going to be finished with affairs by then. He called her at 8.30pm with the shits, because it was raining and he had wet washing.
Note to Sebastian, buy a dryer.
Anyway, he turned up on Ginger's doorstep, and Jane was really over it by this stage.
His mood changed, but he did have a cone and a drink.
Sebastian & Jane went to his place, yes they were going to stay at her place, but because of his mood, they stayed at his.
Because of his moods, they do everything HE wants.
The night at his place was dreadful, they didn't have sex, that's twice this week, because he was too anxious.
Again, HE was too anxious. It's all about him.
Jane Doe couldn't get to sleep so she had some Xanax and some other sleeping pills.
When she woke in the morning, it was to find Sebastian feeling her up so he could fuck her.
She let him.
She then rolled over and went back to sleep, he made her toast and a cup of tea that had gone cold by the time she woke up. Sebastian had also gone. Family do, with his ex and little important people.
Jane Doe did his dishes, made is bed, folded in laundry and went home.
Then heard nothing from him all day.
Jane Doe is down. She had to see Gregor Redwood this afternoon.
It was dreadful, he is mean, nasty and just awful.
Gregor Redwood still will not give her the money that he owes her and she needs to survive.
She has $9.00 in the bank, and two important people to look after this week.
Everything is getting desperate, Jane Doe is getting desperate, and she wished that she could just cry her heart out. But Jane Doe can't cry, she can't remember the last time she cried. It's been years.
Her heart is broken, her life is breaking and she is broke & broken.
What hope is there for Jane Doe now?
She is considering checking herself into hospital.
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