Just To Wash His Clothes

Sebastian Knight stayed last night.

Jane Doe cooked dinner from him and they watched a DVD. A Clockwork Orange.

Earlier that day Jane Doe had seen Sebastian Knight when she was at work, he totally ignored her, then lied and said that he looked right at her when he first walked into the room, the only problem with that was that Jane Doe was not in the room when he walked in. She said this to Sebastian Knight and his comeback was something along the lines of 'instead of getting angry about that, get angry at what I'm about to say' then he went on to ask if he could do his washing & dry his clothes.

What could Jane Doe say........she wants to be around him, she wants to be near him.

So Sebastian Knight washed his clothes and he cleaned Jane Does laundry while she cooked dinner.

They watched the DVD then had more amazing sex.

Sebastian Knight likes to call it 'making love' but who is he kidding, they are just fucking. It's amazing fucking, but that is all it is.

When Sebastian Knight tells Jane Doe that he loves her, she wants to believe him, but can't. It's only a matter of time before Sebastian rips Jane's heart straight out of her chest as tosses it away.

They drifted into sleep somewhere around 12.30am.

Jane Doe hates mornings with Sebastian Knight. 

Sebastian Knight wakes up, gets out of bed and does his own thing.

May-be Jane Doe is still stuck in the routine that she had with Gregor Redwood.

They would wake up, cuddle, kiss and eventually have sex. The sex was very unsatisfying and very boring. Jane Doe liked the lead up, but when it came to actually entering her, it was such a waste of 2 minutes for both of them.

It took Jane Doe longer to clean up afterwards then the actual event with Gregor Redwood, but there was never an early morning awkwardness like there is with Sebastian Knight.

This morning proved no different and Jane Doe wonders if he gets up out of bed to avoid the morning fuck with her.

This could be for 2 reasons, a) Sebastian Knight physically can not fuck again without 24-48 hours in between or b) Sebastian Knight can't be bothered.

Regardless, he was gone by 8.15am.

Jane Doe saw Sebastian Knight later in the day and in was uncomfortable for her and surely he felt it. He is so non comm ital and it makes Jane Doe sick to her stomach, especially when she thinks about what he's up to when they are not together.

Sebastian Knight's phone rang when he was with Jane Doe, it was a blocked number. That means it was with girlfriend on the side, let's call her Jaclyn Mottram.

Jane Doe was feeling too sick to even ask & she knows that Sebastian Knight will get shitty, especially if Jane is right, which she is.

Why does she keep doing this to herself??

Jane Doe hates herself for this..........

Jane Doe hates Sebastian Knight for doing this to her.