She can not take this roller coaster of emotions any longer.
Sebastian Knight came over to her house last night. First he had to wait for his significant other to finish yoga, so by the time he got to Jane's place it was past nine o'clock.
They had dinner and then went to bed for another fantastic session of fucking. That's all it is, it's just fucking. It's just two bodies together, moving, grinding, fucking. It's just fucking.
Sebastian Knight left at 8am, using the excuse that he left his suit behind so he had to go home and get ready for work. What a load of shit.
Sebastian Knight is a fucking liar.
Jane Doe & Sebastian had lunch together and at the end of his lunch break she asked him about a rather important event occurring tomorrow. He answered, told her that yes, he was going out to dinner for this occasion and not just that but there are about 20 people going to this dinner.
Jane Doe sat with the answer provided in her stomach all afternoon, until she couldn't stand it anymore.
She emailed Sebastian and asked why he hadn't told her.
she got the following response (allow for spelling errors)
'im "sittiy" with myself for two reasons
- I didn't tell you already
- it's just another sign of me losing the plot. There are so many things that I am forgetting and trying to remember. So many things that aren't being done or finished. I'm really starting to worry about whether I'm losing control and should I really be here
Example - I felt sure I had a meeting this afternoon but at ------'s I checked my cakander and it was empty but I got back just in time for a meeting I booked with folk from here, some consultants and a guy in -------. I put the appointment for next week!
Another example - ----- and ------- are coming for dinner tonight. Did I remember? Nope, but partly cos I thought it was tentative and maybe a joke but did I feel stupid when -------- just reminded me? Totally!
So I'm sorry if I am not telling you about all the stuff going on but most of the time it's cos I don't even know (remember)
Can you forgive me? Or better still, can you help me?
xxxx
The response explaining tomorrow night's event was bizarre but then Sebastian Knight goes on the mention that he is having -------- & ----------- over for dinner.
Yet another event that Sebastian Knight had forgot to tell Jane Doe about.
And Jane Doe is friends with --------- & ----------, however no dinner invitation was extended to her.
Jane Doe had thought that they were a couple, but doesn't even know if she can be bothered anymore.
Jane Doe wishes that her fucking heart would catch up with her fucking head.
Jane Doe's fucking head wants out of this fucking fucked up situation with Sebastian Knight.
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